Facebook asks me what’s on my mind but I can’t tell it. I drank far too much tonight alone and I REALLY lost my best friend. I have no idea what to do with my life now, I’m in a school of >20,000 and I feel so alone.
Is transfering hard?
Fuck I like the sound of suicide again.
I have to get over this.
She was never my friend, she’s a cunt that never gave a shit about me.
But then why am I drinking in tears?
"I didn’t lose a friend, I just realized I never had one."
I’m fucking sick and tired of people treating me like shit and that I’m useless. yeah maybe I’m not the smartest person in the world, but that doesn’t give you an excuse to treat me like dirt. I fucking have feelings I’m tired of everyone treating me like their punching bag.
fuck everything I’m done.
